Part two

Hey Everyone!

Today is the date! At least when I am writing this in my notebook it is November 20. It is the world premiere of New Moon. Can´t believe that time went by so fast. They are really making the most of it as they have already started shooting for Eclipse.

I read my first review of New Moon just a couple of hours ago. The reviewer gave it a weak 2 out of 5. At first I thought that she was crazy, but then I had to remind myself that I have not actually seen it yet.

I don´t know when I will be able to see it. I guess the cinemas will be smacked full for weeks. I really want to see it, but I am fully prepared to wait. Maybe I will see it with Vic when I go and see her after christmas.

Now the papers say that they have proof that Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart are dating. They keep denying it, but I have to admit it, the photos look kind of suspicious. I suspect that they have some sort of clause in their contracts that says that they can´t go public with their relationship.

It seems like they only have time to hang out with each other and nobody else, no wonder hormons are flying high. They have intense schedules and a small area to exist within without crazy fans attacking them..do I really need to go on; probably very clear to everyone.

Seems like the thing between Taylor Swift and Taylor Lautner is moving forward. Good for them.

(Nevertheless...ever thine!)

//Lil

Ps. Ok, now it is November 22...

Just an act

I really thought that I got over it! But I haven´t really. The closer we get to "New Moon" I realise that I really haven´t. Probably messed up for life.

I went online earlier today to see some pictures of the upcoming movie. That opened a world of pain, but really, I am over myself with that. Getting tired myself of seeing me going on and on about it.

It was interesting to see some of the new cast members. I am sure they are gonna look magical all costumed up and with lots of dramatic make-up.

I read an interview before with Rob Pattinson. Funny story really from that interview. Apparently the only one he is on the same level with is no other than Kristen Stewart. They are sharing this incredible thing and they are the only ones that understand what they are going through. I can read between the lines. OK, you love her - we get it! It is like this; we had a performer here and after 10 years he finally admits to being gay. Everyone already knew that. Some things are just so obvious - there is no point in denying it either.

Another funny story really. I didn´t know that Kristen Stewart had final say at the auditions when Robert Pattinson was cast for the role as Edward Cullen. Funny story which I won´t develop further, but yeah...funny story...

Robert Pattinson says that girls are screaming for Edward Cullen and not for him. I wonder who I would be screaming for? I like the character Robert Pattinson more and more. He doesn´t seem to be turned [yet] by the Hollywood bullshit. But one can´t help but to ponder over how much of it is true?

(Nevertheless...true or not...ever thine!)

//Lil

Ps. If your life revolves around acting out characters, how long does it take for your character to become an act?

Fangs

Hello there blog!

I shouldn´t make excuses for not writing in you for so long, but I am swamped with work at the moment. Hardy have time to think!

So much has happened with Robert Pattinson and yet nothing as well. Ok, that sounds weird even to me, and I am used to it. Firstly, Rob and Kristen - more and more sources tell us that they are a couple and they are seen more together, hence the statement that much has happened. But then nothing has happened as well because they won´t go public with anything, hence my second statement.

Sources also reveal that Kristen has turned into a real super diva, and that Rob remains her only friend. I have got this feeling that he idealises her. She is his [rock]goddess. I wonder...

Yesterday I saw in an article that Rob can´t get a date since every girls screames for "Edward" and not for him. Sure that could partly be true, but I wonder in what category he is selecting? He can´t make me believe that he would actually consider dating a fan. I know I have been on this subject before, but it is so interesting. I think celebs go out with each other because they know that, that world is a world of fake. Maybe they see through the fake easier or perhaps see each other as they are, rather than into something the rest of us wish they were.

Speaking of vamps by the way. My country is so behind so haven´t showed "True Blood" until now, but hey! I love that fang show. True blood has a raw, sexy, naughty thing going on and Twillight is all about pure love, mystical, and beauty. I saw a poster today for "New Moon". My heart started ache, I am fucking messed up. Sometimes it feels ridicolous the whole thing...talk about problems only wealthy nations have...

(Nevertheless...ever thine!)

//Lil

Ps. I love the word fang banger.

Hooked on a feeling...

Hey all!

OMG! I can´t believe that it has been so long since I wrote anything here. I should be ashamed really! Someone may have thought that my obsession must be over cause I have not written. Let me tell you - it is not! What I have discovered though, is that there are people secretly obsessing as well. Me and my friend Jennie got talking about it one night (I thought this girl was just kind of half obsessed, but there were more), and she said that she can´t watch "Twilight" anymore - too painful. That is just what I am feeling. Can´t read the books either. When "New Moon" comes we are gonna open up to that pain,, and we will love it, but there will also be pain.

I know this sounds mad, but I don´t think we are alone. I think we are a specific group we who are obsessed although in secret. My friend Jennie says that when she sees in the paper that there is gossip about say Robert Pattinson, her heart jumps and she almost avoids reading those pages. We are aware that is it is crazy, and we can hardly believe it ourselves.

Moving on...is Robert Pattinson dating Kristen Stewart or not? Maybe she couldn´t resist him anymore. Very understandable! When all four films are done, will their bond change? People say he is obsessed with her and would marry her if he could. She is also the one girl in all the world that would say no to him. Still?

(Nevertheless...ever thine!)

//Lil

Ps. Only 4 months left. Be still my heart...(why not continue to sound like a crazy person when I started off so good!)

DVD-arrival

Hey people!

Yesterday I got it! I am now a proud owner of a DVD featuring "Twilight". Now it really feels like the first book has gone full circle. Only three more to go!

I did something with this DVD that I have never done before; I watched the extra material. It was very interesting to see "the deleated scenes" as well as "the extended scenes". Seeing Rob Pattinson talking about his character Edward Cullen was not too bad either!

I just realised something very obvious. Rob Pattinson will always be Edward Cullen and Kristen Stewart will always be Bella. It is relatable to my theory (see: "The Robert Pattinson theory"), but it is more than that. I am trying to grasp a point here. I read that the reason Rob doesn´t date is because he is so obsessed with Kristen Stewart. They did this movie together and have three more to go. Some kind of bond must no doubt exist between them now. Then it is always debatable how much that goes into this connection. Ok, this might seem like yibberish, but I know what I mean. Is not that what a blog is about? A person writing one and the person reading it doesn´t understand a thing. Only joking (better to write that out, people are blind to sarcastic irony most of the time). I can´t see why Kristen Stewart doesn´t want to date Rob really. It is like Bella choosing Mike Newton over Edward Cullen. It is just crazy. Übercrazy (no, I am not German).

(Nevertheless...crazy or not...ever thine!)

//Lil

Ps. Fresh news: Robert Pattinson doesn´t want to date apparently because he is afraid that he will mess up that girl´s life. An interesting observation, but I think a lot of girls would risk it. Shit happens all the time so why not take a chance? Or should we translate it as this?: It is Kristen Stewart or no one!

When I hear your voice

Hey people!

I am going to make a promise that I won´t keep. I am going to write in my blog more frequently. Yeah, that one is not going to last for very long...Apparently I know myself.

Did I mention that I got my books back from Jennie? She didn´t understand how I survived without them. I hardly did. Can hardly survive with having them here too. I got them from her like two weeks ago and I have read all four of them again. Just finished with "Breaking Dawn yesterday afternoon. I feel like reading them all again. There must be some magic attached to them. Maybe just burn them? Or not.

To jump from that burning subject to something else. I hear Robert Pattinson stink...apparently smell really bad. Maybe that is old news by now. I have not read that much about it since Rob gave his short reply to this, "I do shower". Simple and short. A good defence. I think he does shower. We all know he stopped washing his hair a while ago. Admit to anything controversial and that is what you get. "Oh yeah, he doesn´t shower his hair so that probably means that he doesn´t shower at all". A big load of ´bs´ if you ask me. Perhaps Perez Hilton should get some more reliable sources..? I read this one small comment that Rob has a problem with a gland. Supposedly he had multiple surgeries done to fix it. I don´t know. You can´t believe anything you read.

Well...true fact: no one is perfect! If Kelly Clarkson can take a piss in the shower, then Robert Pattinson can smell. That is right; they are just humans. Who has not pissed in the shower, or gone a couple of days without showering? Even stars have a human nature.

(Nevertheless...smelly or not...ever thine!)

//Lil

Ps. My birthday is coming up, April 23. Nothing great about that, but it also means that April 29 is soon here!: Dvd- release for "Twilight".

The Twilight talk

Hey all!

(This piece is not freshhly written. I wrote this in my notebook like a month ago..and now fineally I write it here. Yawn at myself).

About a week (more like a month then) ago I talked to my friend Jennie. She admitted to have seen "Twilight" without me! Then I had to confess that I had done the same. She said that there were so many good DvD-rips out there now and I should download as well. I am not very hightechy, but I did and now I have seen Twilight soooo many times! Like the day after I downloaded it I watched it like three times, not in a row, but still. Or as my friend Vic said, "you are crazy, but I like you anyway".

I like the movie a lot really, but I can see that some lines are a little too much chopped out of their context. Like the scene where they have biology and Edward fineally introduces himself to Bella. It goes something like this:

E: Hello. I am Edward Cullen. You are Bella?
B: Yes.
The teacher gives out the assignment. Bella grabs the microscope, looks at Edward and says:
B: You were gone!

That was a pretty weird thing to say after just being introduced. Sure she was frustrated from Edward being totally weird in the first biology scene, but come on!

Anyway, I like the movie in itself, but to appreciate all the nuances, you have to read the books. I read this one review made by this culture wannabe bitch. She didn´t like the movie, but her problems with it mostly came from not reading the books I think. She said that the fang gang were strutting around like pretty models. The books do say that vampire have perfect features. There were many things she didn´t get. I have no problems with people disliking the movie or certain scenes, but hey, get the story right first!

(Nevertheless...right or not...ever thine!)

//Lil

Ps. I like Taylor Lautner more and more as Jacob Black. I am very interested to see how he will develop Black´s character in "New Moon".