Just an act

I really thought that I got over it! But I haven´t really. The closer we get to "New Moon" I realise that I really haven´t. Probably messed up for life.

I went online earlier today to see some pictures of the upcoming movie. That opened a world of pain, but really, I am over myself with that. Getting tired myself of seeing me going on and on about it.

It was interesting to see some of the new cast members. I am sure they are gonna look magical all costumed up and with lots of dramatic make-up.

I read an interview before with Rob Pattinson. Funny story really from that interview. Apparently the only one he is on the same level with is no other than Kristen Stewart. They are sharing this incredible thing and they are the only ones that understand what they are going through. I can read between the lines. OK, you love her - we get it! It is like this; we had a performer here and after 10 years he finally admits to being gay. Everyone already knew that. Some things are just so obvious - there is no point in denying it either.

Another funny story really. I didn´t know that Kristen Stewart had final say at the auditions when Robert Pattinson was cast for the role as Edward Cullen. Funny story which I won´t develop further, but yeah...funny story...

Robert Pattinson says that girls are screaming for Edward Cullen and not for him. I wonder who I would be screaming for? I like the character Robert Pattinson more and more. He doesn´t seem to be turned [yet] by the Hollywood bullshit. But one can´t help but to ponder over how much of it is true?

(Nevertheless...true or not...ever thine!)

//Lil

Ps. If your life revolves around acting out characters, how long does it take for your character to become an act?

Fangs

Hello there blog!

I shouldn´t make excuses for not writing in you for so long, but I am swamped with work at the moment. Hardy have time to think!

So much has happened with Robert Pattinson and yet nothing as well. Ok, that sounds weird even to me, and I am used to it. Firstly, Rob and Kristen - more and more sources tell us that they are a couple and they are seen more together, hence the statement that much has happened. But then nothing has happened as well because they won´t go public with anything, hence my second statement.

Sources also reveal that Kristen has turned into a real super diva, and that Rob remains her only friend. I have got this feeling that he idealises her. She is his [rock]goddess. I wonder...

Yesterday I saw in an article that Rob can´t get a date since every girls screames for "Edward" and not for him. Sure that could partly be true, but I wonder in what category he is selecting? He can´t make me believe that he would actually consider dating a fan. I know I have been on this subject before, but it is so interesting. I think celebs go out with each other because they know that, that world is a world of fake. Maybe they see through the fake easier or perhaps see each other as they are, rather than into something the rest of us wish they were.

Speaking of vamps by the way. My country is so behind so haven´t showed "True Blood" until now, but hey! I love that fang show. True blood has a raw, sexy, naughty thing going on and Twillight is all about pure love, mystical, and beauty. I saw a poster today for "New Moon". My heart started ache, I am fucking messed up. Sometimes it feels ridicolous the whole thing...talk about problems only wealthy nations have...

(Nevertheless...ever thine!)

//Lil

Ps. I love the word fang banger.